When I flew back from Germany, my heart becomes different from before. I really hope the airplane could arrive in Taiwan not Cardiff. About the traveling, trying to find something sealing in my heart and brining somehting out from my heart.
From this trip, I found myslef like being alone. I like to stay in the country side rather than stay in the city. I am an eccentric and unsociable person. I have no plans for my trip and roam in every place. I do not care the spots but my feelings and understandings. I hope I could be a native people not a tourist. In fact, it is not possible. It could not be neglected that I could not throw the common viewpoints away from me. I am still a human being.
I like small towns. Does the feeling express that I am an insipid person.
I dislike big cities. Does the feeling present that I am not eager to be ambicious?
Nothing is important but everything is essential. What I want is have myself more delights for the coming days.
I sould learn not to care too much things and what people sayings. I sould remember to care what I want. It is just like what Yun asked me on that day......
What are your opinions?
Sunday, 31 December 2006
Something about Traveling
Wednesday, 13 December 2006
Beer!
I do not quite remember when the habit starts. There is always beer in my room. Drinking beer seems release my pressure and unhappy.
Positive thinkging and aggresive attitude pushes me more powerful. The above two elements just like the push power for consumers. However, where is the pull power?
Well! Maybe beer is the pull one.
Sometimes overseas studetns have own problems. From others eyelight, the problems could be tiny or nothing. But in real life, the problems may pain and may deeply drive overseas students' daily life.
Sometimes I will feel I am fool around my life due to some tiny things. In opposite, those tiny things also remind me lots of awreness on different things. Guss what? Before I come UK, I am not patient enough. How is it about now? Well! The patient still needs improvement. But now it is better. I know those tiny things are not important but necessarily. So I must be patient to finish them.
From speaking tones has been chnaged, it presents the possibility to become a native speaker. In fact, today, I speak no English. WHY? I DoN'T KNOW! Maybe there is no one could talk to. Beer stays with me, never feel alone.
Tuesday, 12 December 2006
Well! Be more Confident!
Today some of my friends went skating. Before they came, they asked if I wanted to go with them. I rejected politely. Why? It seems I did nothing but valuable life since last Wed. The life was coloful, warm and joyful. However, there is coming a financial assessment. I think I should spend some time in my room for studying.
I know I have great talents since I was a good student before. Someone may say it was nothing but I think it was important for me to keep good grades until the first year in senior high school. That means I can have more chance to win if I work harder. Never give up and never say sorry to yourself.
Last Fri, I did a wonderful presentation in front of my classmates. In fact, my English is not so native-like but fluently. Through I still got some wordings troubles, it was overall a good presentaiton. At least, most of my classmates believe Jennifer did a nice job. It was my honor and now I hope I could share with you guys.
By the way, I got exams after X'mas. I still insist to go to Germany. For my conscious, I decide not to go London for New Year. I choose to stay in Cardiff. In my mind, one day when I come UK again for New Year, where will I pick up? London, Edinburgh or Cardiff. The priority could be Edubburgh, London then Cardiff. So I definitely choose to stay in Cardiff. Now I am in Cardiff and hope I can share my first UK New Year with the home - Cardiff.
