8/2 11:00 Presentation

Finally, it is presentation day. Now it is 2 o'clock in the morning. At 11, we will have presentation in a far away place in Llantrisant.

During the presentation, most of the time, I feel so lonly and isolated. The reason could be sevaral situations. One of reasons could be caused by my own percception. The others reasons are due to the ATTITUDE of my group member.

For instance,I feel so angry that I rejected to do the powerpoint design even people told them that I am the expertise. People who is very familiar with me could know that I enjoying creating PPT. However, at this moment, I REJECTED to do that. Therefore, you could imagine how ANGRY I am.

I tried to summarize some points to explaine why I feel so lonely and less of power. I am the kind of the person that cares about friendships. If we could not get along with each other very well, I will not do anything for you. Even I try to do, I still lacks of feelings to do that as I could not feel the power and energy.

Maybe I should become much cold and deceitful like the Greek girl. Then I will become even stronger and tough with skills. Now I am tough and strong including my minds and skills. But I neecd to be much SMART to know how to deal with that kind of people who is much cold and that kind of people who is much innocented.